Dont worry...be happy!!!! this was written on the back of the truck behind which i was stuck for some good 20 mins in the morning. Obviously it resulted in me being late to college....but thats hardly a point. The point is why do people write these messages behind their truck?!?!
As a result of my brilliant brains....:D....I came out with the theory that these messages are basically kind off horoscopes. Okk when you are done laughing, think aboout this..... these messages sometimes tell us stuff which are more true than horoscopes. And even if you dont believe this, I actually had a good day 'coz I didnt worry.
So in a way this is like fortune telling only according to me. And so the next time you are stuck behind a truck on s.v. road think of what its written behind it as your horoscope for the day.... taa :)
Love, Life And Things In Between
Saturday, June 27, 2009
So this is my second post for the day...hah!! cant believe I am finally blogging regularly :) I dedicate this post to the times I have spent on trying to find love and giving essential "long term relationship" tips... :P. For a person who has never been in love its really a big thing. Or wait I have been in love. Everytime I see a potential boyfriend material I start fantasizing being in love with him. I carry out imaginary conversation and go on dream dates. This thing exists for a month or two and gives me emotional satisfaction.
And then one fine morning...bang....I no longer feel anything for him. If by any chances the guy has fallen for me, I start doing everything in my power to push him away. These include not replying to messages, not taking calls, insulting them, etc. I dont know what happens to me. I feel ovewhelmed by the emotions I contain in my heart. Mind you I dont do this intentionally but I cant retain love. Simple. Or wait maybe its not so simple. I have two theories for this behaviour one it happens coz my habbit of fantasizing too much and two I am afraid to open myself completely to a stranger.
So all in all as a result of my erratic mind and heart I have never been in love or that is what I hope coz what happened very recently is I met with a person who is exactly the same as me. Just that he did with me what i do with others. So I am still thinking that if I have been ditched.. :P. But still this hasn'tchanged me a bit.... hope I will recover soon!!!!!
And then one fine morning...bang....I no longer feel anything for him. If by any chances the guy has fallen for me, I start doing everything in my power to push him away. These include not replying to messages, not taking calls, insulting them, etc. I dont know what happens to me. I feel ovewhelmed by the emotions I contain in my heart. Mind you I dont do this intentionally but I cant retain love. Simple. Or wait maybe its not so simple. I have two theories for this behaviour one it happens coz my habbit of fantasizing too much and two I am afraid to open myself completely to a stranger.
So all in all as a result of my erratic mind and heart I have never been in love or that is what I hope coz what happened very recently is I met with a person who is exactly the same as me. Just that he did with me what i do with others. So I am still thinking that if I have been ditched.. :P. But still this hasn'tchanged me a bit.... hope I will recover soon!!!!!
Not Understanding Cinema
So I had an understanding cinema lecture today in college. Every saturday I have...uff!!! Now I can give you a long list of better things to do on a chilled out sat afternoon but I was stuck with a silent movie which released in 1924...wtf!! my parents were also not born then...I guess whether their parents were :P. Most of the time during the movie I felt my eyelids drooping...but I still didnt give up. But when we started discussing the film it was like suddenly I regained a lot of consciousness...well the credit can be given to a nice hot coffee as well...but I found it really interesting to know how people in the early 20th century thought.
Our prof. is doing Eisenstein now and he thinks that he is one of the greatest film makers. However I disagree. I cant tell this in class coz I fear being thrown out or worst being declared insane. In my opinion cinema is for social upliftment as well as entertainment. I find it a waste of resources to make a film on something which happened almost a century ago and causes no upliftment. It just shows brutality and abuse of proliterate by the lords. In all historical movies are boring and of no use. In order to make people know about what atrocities happened in the past, you always have history books for the purpose.
For the time being cheers.....coz we dont watch a movie for story but to understand how its editing is done n how its shot. So I shouldnt actually be nagging about story n values of cinema.
Oh btw I am going to watch newyork tommorrow which I guess will be entertaining...huh!! I love Bollywood.
Our prof. is doing Eisenstein now and he thinks that he is one of the greatest film makers. However I disagree. I cant tell this in class coz I fear being thrown out or worst being declared insane. In my opinion cinema is for social upliftment as well as entertainment. I find it a waste of resources to make a film on something which happened almost a century ago and causes no upliftment. It just shows brutality and abuse of proliterate by the lords. In all historical movies are boring and of no use. In order to make people know about what atrocities happened in the past, you always have history books for the purpose.
For the time being cheers.....coz we dont watch a movie for story but to understand how its editing is done n how its shot. So I shouldnt actually be nagging about story n values of cinema.
Oh btw I am going to watch newyork tommorrow which I guess will be entertaining...huh!! I love Bollywood.
P.S. I hate you
Well now I dont know why I am writting this post but I seem to be hating every person in my life...all AT ONCE. After reading this you might think I have completely lost my brains but let me assure you that I never had one :P. Now coming back to hatred I have realized that all the people who surround me have suddenly stopped taking notice of me. Beginning from my "friends" to the "watchman" of my building. No seems to be aware that I am present in their co.
And I hate them for this.... Seriously guys wats wrong?? I dont think I have become invisible..not with the kind of BUTT size I have...then why have you guys stopped noticing me??
And I hate them for this.... Seriously guys wats wrong?? I dont think I have become invisible..not with the kind of BUTT size I have...then why have you guys stopped noticing me??
I See You
In the night when the moon shines
and the river gushes like flowing wine
I see you in drops of dew
which makes the grass as good as new.
When the sun is hidden behind
a ray of light shines bright
I see you in that pale light
for you are the hope which makes the day light.
Now is the time for the herd to come home
the light is fading away
I see you in the shadows of dusk
leaving me with the hope of seeing you in dark.
and the river gushes like flowing wine
I see you in drops of dew
which makes the grass as good as new.
When the sun is hidden behind
a ray of light shines bright
I see you in that pale light
for you are the hope which makes the day light.
Now is the time for the herd to come home
the light is fading away
I see you in the shadows of dusk
leaving me with the hope of seeing you in dark.
Hypocrisy....
Friday, June 26, 2009
Well to begin with I am not a very philosophical person..but 2day i am just writting sumthing which i experienced. A few hrs back I was chatting with this random guy on gtalk(yes i do use gtalk....however uncool it may sound... :P) and suddenly he asked me about the word hyprocrisy.
Well to begin with I told him it means having double standrds but he was insisting on an example. I was so pissed off.....ppl think i am giving english lessons or wat....but still i gave him an example which was kind off real. Well it was about myself only.
As a person i see myself to be very moral and just. But I obviously am not because I myself is a hypocrite in some form or other. I think its bad for ppl to do bitching but everyday I happily engage in that activity myself. I think its ok to make fun of the way others are dressed but if sumone does that to me i get furious. I dont like to feel left out from a group but I do leave out ppl just because I dont think they suit my definition of "coolness."
So here u see I am a hypocrite. But I cant help it. I just dont know how to stop myself from being myself. And so I lay helpless with my sense of righteousness and guilt. I wish for others to give me things I can never give them....sigh...wish I could explain the meaning of hypocrisy to myself first!!!
Well to begin with I told him it means having double standrds but he was insisting on an example. I was so pissed off.....ppl think i am giving english lessons or wat....but still i gave him an example which was kind off real. Well it was about myself only.
As a person i see myself to be very moral and just. But I obviously am not because I myself is a hypocrite in some form or other. I think its bad for ppl to do bitching but everyday I happily engage in that activity myself. I think its ok to make fun of the way others are dressed but if sumone does that to me i get furious. I dont like to feel left out from a group but I do leave out ppl just because I dont think they suit my definition of "coolness."
So here u see I am a hypocrite. But I cant help it. I just dont know how to stop myself from being myself. And so I lay helpless with my sense of righteousness and guilt. I wish for others to give me things I can never give them....sigh...wish I could explain the meaning of hypocrisy to myself first!!!
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